As I watched my precious 1 1/2 year old daughter give away her all too valuable sugars to a 9 week old bouncing baby boy who was receiving most of her mommy's attention, I was again reminded how valuable and priceless a child's love is. She spent most of her day doing the same thing as me...running to Ethan's side at the slightest sign of a whimper and quickly grabbing the tool she thought she needed to make him happy whether it be a bottle, binky, Mylicon, or just a little TLC. I never even realized how closely she'd been watching me. Apparently she had studied me the other times I kept him...that is where she got her ideas on how to fix his cry. Although she wasn't able to fully provide his needs, you could tell she had every desire to, and I almost hated to intervene. But it had to be done...before there was a gag on the binky she would try to force in his mouth...before the bottle ended up dripping all over his tiny clothes...and before the not so gentle TLC. Then there was the smile...the proudness in her eyes. She had done it, or so she thought...she had made him all better. I was suddenly relieved...relieved that I hadn't discouraged her affection for a baby and her love for another person.
As I thought about the love she showed this little man, I began to think about all the love she has shown me in the past year. I began thinking about all the times she'd forgiven me and loved me anyways. She'd forgiven me for the occasional late night bad attitude, squeezing her into an outfit one last time, getting caught up in housework, leaky diapers, and even for the
sometimes
divided attention. She loved me and wanted to spend time with me no matter what. It didn't matter what I did or didn't do...all that mattered was that I was me.So often as parents, we get caught up in what we must do for our children whether it be providing, loving, teaching, or disciplining, we often forget all the things our children do for us and all the things we can learn from them. In the book of Matthew it says, "And Jesus called a little child unto him, and set him in the midst of them, And said, Verily I say unto you, Except ye be converted, and become as little children, ye shall not enter into the kingdom of heaven. Whosoever therefore shall humble himself as this little child, the same is greatest in the kingdom of heaven." When I reflected on all the love and forgiveness my daughter has shown me, I thought of this verse. I thought of how I should make myself more like her...so quick to forgive and so willing to love. She forgives me so easily and loves me through everything. She was even quick to love a 9 month old "stranger" and do anything she could to help him. These are features of God that I want to exhibit as a child of the King; yet, I found them in the life of a 1 1/2 year old.
So as I watch her grow, I learn from her. And as she grows, she learns from me. Therefore, it is a constant give and take... a matter of being a blessing and being blessed. We feed off one another. Just as with Ethan, she learned from me how to show love to him and how to care for him, but I learned from her what it truly means to love. Oh...what a beautiful thing God has done in my life!